Got our fourth round of IUI today...everything went well. Counts were lower than before by 2 million, but its still well about what it needs to be. Cost today was $350. So we are up to...950 something not including that first doc visit, it will end with a blood test either way. So its about 1,000 minimum each try. Definatly adds up. (sorry tracking that for my info mostly). Not much to say this time...it almost feels like a routine procedure now. I hope the procedure is successful, but at the same time I am not getting my hopes up too high. If its right it will happen, if not it won't.
However, I am glad I am to a point where I am more rejoicing with others when they get pregnant. It was hard for a long time, and thinking more like its not fair. However, now I can truly say I feel so excited for someone else when they get pregnant. They are all little miracles! It does get tricky when I see siblings playing together still...that's when I feel for Matthew, really wanting him to have a friend and a playmate as well, and then I do yearn for another one. He will get a sibling one day, I believe that with all my heart. Not when I wanted him to have one, but I guess i'm not in charge :)
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