So today we got the IUI again. We had 3 good eggs. Everything else also looked good. We thought this would definatly be our last time, but talking to the NP today she said that the doc would not be in for another consultation for a while if this time didn't work, so we should just go for a forth time. However, we hope not to have to try again, of course :). We are not entirely sure what we will do if it does not work this time. We have spent over 3000 so far, and wiped out our health savings. It is not only expensive, but a definate emotional roller coaster. The drugs certainly do not help with that.
It definatly hard to find out month after month that there was no success, especially with doctor intervention. However, everything happens for a reason.
I know the Lord creates miracles. I know he will put a child into our lives when the time is right, but as I said before, I don't know when that time will be. It is hard to wait and put that trust in God, but his plan is always better. We are still hoping and praying for a child, another miracle baby. But if not... I am so greatful for the first. He is a handful for sure, but definaly a joy and full of smiles. Growing more each day. :) His current request is for a sister. So keep that in mind for your prayers :) (ha ha)
we're praying for you!
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